19 Feb 2021

Stanford University

Bioengineering, PhD (F21)

Other via E-mail on 19 Feb 2021

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ttpb: I have been obsessively checking my emails and grad cafe the past few days. My anxiety is through the roof right now especially seeing the acceptances coming in from others and nothing for me. I honestly thought the interviews went well but it could go either way from the posts last year. At this point, I would rather they send a rejection than having to wait longer so that I can move on. I'm tired of replaying a thousand realities in my head about how this can go. This waiting is literally eating me away.

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